I think loneliness is like a chain reaction. Once you settle too
comfortably into it, it's very hard to get out of it anymore. Nowadays
I guess that is the situation with me. I've been too used to doing
things alone that I find it undesirable to socialize anymore. Sure, I
do work in group projects and management stuff but that's mostly
'work' related. I still eat alone, watch movies by myself, shop on my
own, and basically revolve my life around myself. Frankly speaking, I
don't feel like changing any aspects of myself for anyone anymore. My
boundaries are getting more defined and I am becoming an island.
Lately I was so pissed with an acquaintance for being late that I just
went off, giving some lame excuse. Sigh...
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Been very busy lately that I am starting to worry about my studies.
It's not my usual style to whine but I shall anyway. WHINE!!!
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On an unrelated note, I am goin on a hiatus. Hopefully when I come
back, I would find a new zest of life, new motivations for myself.
